QUARANTINE; EDIT

It's tough being a person who wants to talk but is never consistent about it. Yes let's talk about my things. We could get personal.. my only requirements are specific people and at SPECIFIC time frames. Annddddd….sorry time’s up!!! Along those lines our free/available windows never seem to match. For me it's so narrow. Randomly I'm up for hours of wall breaking chat then almost immediately I'm not. I close up again and go from talking to listening. Take it from the champ being the listener and only the listener is cool and still oh so detrimental. Talking is healing. Sometimes even writing doesn't do the trick. There's a process. You hear the sounds each word makes as you form them. Select the right ones to express your raw emotions at that moment then watch the various reactions once they bounce off. Those reactions, expected or unexpected; they happen to help. So yes I want to talk. But not now. The question is when? And who to... is another. Not everyone is deserving of your weak spots. Your sadness. Insecurities and vulnerability. Be vulnerable, that’s ok. But remain cautious. Yes, I would love to talk. But I continue to make it extremely complicated. Seems no one has my time. Or your times just don’t align. It’s fine. I would enjoy a conversation but guess I'll remain the listener until I figure things out.